maaf. its hurts~~

s0mething really hurt me last nite..
i juz cant accept nape dye wat cmtue..
it make me think dat im n0t important in  his life..
it shows dat im n0body..
maybe for him it juz a small thing..
but n0t for me..
.......
s0rr0w coz i cant get mad ur hate him...
my L.0.v.E t0wards him is much more p0werful..
s0.. i'll juz let it g0..
& i'll try t00 take it p0sitively..
.........
ape2 p0wn..
aku akn slalu ade ngan dye..
aku akan slalu sokong dye..
dan tiada ape yg akan berubah..
dulu.kini.selamanya.....
....... T_T...
i'll be better s0on..

my lil' sweethart!!

presenting~

nie la lil & cute creatures yg telah memenangi hati saia!!!

1) bell

sangat kuat makan & pemalas

sgt manje mcm tuan dye.. hehe

2) kuneng

kuceng saia yg plg besar dan tue..

nampak sangat ganazz.. tp hakikatnya... manje..

3) kabu

gamba kabu yang paling banyak bukannye sebab saia pilih kasih oke..

dye nie sgt aktif dan panday p0sing..

so.. tue bukan salah saia kan.. hehe

kabu yang blurr..

dan sangat!!! chumel..

kepenatan..

kuat tid0w oke...

4)kiki

nie kiki.. name p0wn kiki an..
mest la gugurl..
hehe..
dye nie aktif.. tp xley lawan kabu la..

kiki nie kureng manje skit l0w nak dbndgkan dgn kucen2 saia yg laen..
maybe permulaan jea k0wt..
hurm...

5) putet

nie putet..
kuceng kesayangan saia kos dye sgt manje..
tp sayangnye umur dye xpnjang..
yang buat saia sgt terkilan tue cara dye mati..
sangat kejam.. dan kekal dlm ingatan..
huhu..

y0u and i = L.0.v.e

saia suke sgt ngan lagu nie ..

n saia tujukan hanya pada my hubby a.k.a shafiqm0hdyus0f..

chenta kamu syg...

details ::

No matter what happens Even when the sky is falling down I'll promise you That I'll never let you go You, When I fell you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze And You, through those sad times held my hands till the end of the world I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you But today, I am singing this song just for you Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile I can see the pains from protecting me You and I together. It's just feels so right Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others But don't be sad Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend and someone you can lean onto I promise you that I'm be right here baby I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you But today, I am singing this song just for you Tonight, within those two eyes and smile I can see the pains from protecting me You and I together. It's just feels so right Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again I no longer fear when your breath holds me No one in the world can replace you You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby You and I together, It's just feels so right Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you You and I together, don't ever let go my hands even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you Just you and I Forever and ever..

If Ever There Is A 2morow
When We Were Not 2gether
There Is Something
You Must Always Remember
Even If I Were Apart
I’ll Always Be With You … 

i'll be str0ng!!

chenta kamu..

seri0sly!!!!
i dunn0 wuts happening t0o me rite n0w... adehhh
ase cm xlengkap idup aku tanpa dye..
dlu xcmnie p0wn..haduyy..
bahaye nie.. T_T
s0metimes aku is0w l0w aku nie terlampau bergantung pada dye..

he n0e h0w t0o make me smile cam owg gile.. haha

but dat's da fact..
wit him beside me..
:: aku ase tenang..
:: aku ase kuat..
:: aku ase bersemangat..
he's da 0ne yg bg aku kekuatan..dan kegembiraan..
tp aku ta0 aku kne kuat..
kne tabah..
like he said..
i've t0o be str0ng!!
dan itu yg aku akn lakukan.. wish me luck oke!!

h0mew0rk!0wnw0rk!gr0upw0rk!

h0mew0rk!0wnw0rk!gr0upw0rk!

aduhai!!!!!

manyak giler assignment ngan keje kene wat...

sume pengajar cam wat c0ntest sape bg test a.k.a assignment terbanyak jea..

da serab0wt da pale 0tak nie ha..

dush2!!!

antaranye adalah ::

pendidikan kesihatan : mencegah kemalangan dirumah

presentati0n : sp0use battering

intervensi kejururawatan gangguan mobiliti b/d kesakitan

 dan tak dilupe test2 untuk c0ntinuous assesment..

tp bile pikir2 balek.. ade objektifnye dewang wat camtue..

but i really h0pe we'll make it 0ur best..

dalam jangkamase yang singkat nie..

nampaknye xtid0w malam la sem nie...

gudluck t0o me n all sem 4 student!!!

chaiy0k2~

lagu khas untuk anda.. 

u'll never be replaced bie!!

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses

I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank God that I live my life every day
There's never been a doubt in my mind that I'd regret
Ever having you by my side.

But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know,
That everyday that I spent with you and
I won't miss you cause I'm happy that I had
You at all.

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time

l0ve u hubby!!!!

t0day's summary ^o^

i'm s0o exhausted!!!

dan pinggang tersangat la sakit..

ase cam da senget sebelah da..

tangan plak melecet..

nie sume gara2 xma0 ngalah la nie..

0rang laen d0k tarik dye p0wn nak tarik gak tali tue..

bukan ma0 mengalah!!...

haaaa..

kan da sakit.. degil sangat!! dush!!..

tapi xpe.. yg penting semangat!!

haha... kate w0nder nurse... terbaek!!

ape yang penting??? kerjasama!!! lalala

bia sakit badan p0wn.. asal name batch 2/09 naek babe!!!

dan ternyata kami berjaya!!! haha.. xsia-sia sakit...

dapat la hadiah bks mknan untuk wat megi..

bukan calang2 ta0..

4 bungkus skali masak.. haha...

dan masenye teramatla sesuai... akan dirasmikan malam nie gak.. hahaha.. hidup megi!!

mampus la aku!!! dush!!!dush!!!

skunk aku da terbongkak kat katil tanpa sedar buat 4 jam!!!! :)

haha.. lame gile an... weweweeeeee

tiada daya..

haish... sigh*

nape la aku asek ingat kat dye nie...

syuuuhh2!!!!

maen ja02.. haha

saba nad!!!!

nanty k0wang jumpe gak.. insyaallah..but i really stuck 0n him l0ol..

ubat ape dye pakai nie..

t0l0ng!!!!!!!!!

selamatkan saya...

tp aku p0wn xma0 diselamatkan sebenarnye..

haha..

ngade.. 0r bak kate dye.. gedix!!!!

ble dye kate cmtue..

hanye satu jawapan aku..

only wit u... haha

sowie la yea.. saye memang begitu.. hanya dengan anda sahaja!!!!


seyes manyak giler keje kene wat.. 

pengajar sume berlumbe2 ma0 wat test!!!

dan aku satu ape p0wn xsentuh ag..

masak la~!!!

s0 malam nie.. kene stay up la study... serab0wt!!!

dan study malam saya perlukan peneman.. sape ag yang jd mangse...

tp sekarang ag kuat!!!!!! da rasmi la katekan.. 

haha..

chenta kamu bangat ...!!!

aka myhubby!!!

his mine!!!

beruang panda saya yang tersangat chumel tue la!!!!!

penguat semangat n pend0rong saya dari dulu sampay skunk..

l0ve letter...

chenta kamu

witl0ve..

i l0ve u..
perkataan yg cukup bermakna bg aku..
terutama skali jika ia datang dari orang yang aku sayangi n aku cintai...
terase diawang-awangan jap.. dush!
..........
pernah suatu ketika dulu owg kate..
jangan menanti pada sesuatu yang kite x pasti..
kelak kita akan melukakan hati sendiri..

tp ntah kenape aku masih berdegil..
masih setia mengharap..
walaupun aku ta0 benda tue tak mungkin kan terjadi..
aku hanye akan melukakan hatiku sendiri..
kekadang aku rase penat.. letih berharap..
tp setiap kali tue juge la hatiku berkata..
hanye denganmu aku bahagia..
jadi tidak mungkin aku akn putus harapan..

tp kekadang aku takut..
takut akan kehilangan mu..
takut bila suatu mase nant kau akan pergi jauh dari hidupku..
tapi entah kenape..
aku tetap mahu menanti dan aku akan terus menanti..
kerana aku ta0..
cinta yang ikhlas..
xmengharapkan balasan..
..........................................................................................

gembira bersamamu

kini aku sudah bersama dengannya.. dan ternyata aku amat bahagia.
walau hanya mendapat msg ringkas dari die. aku da tersenyum s0wn2..
gile kan aku.. dush!!!

wh0 loves me..

jd.. tidak sia-sia penantian ku selama nie..
aku akan berusaha memberi yang terbaek...
dan menanti dirinya..
dan aku hanya mampu berharap..
agar hubungan ini kekal selama-lamanya.
..........................................................................................
seandainya suatu hari nanty telah ditakdirkan j0dohku bukan dengannya..
aku hanya mampu berserah..
aku hanya mampu berdoa tuhan akan kuatkan hatiku..
dan aku akan terimanya dengan ikhlas..
dan kisah cinta ini akan ku simpan buat selama-lamanya..

im y0urs..

...............tamat.................

welc0me bizie & challeging w0rld !!

belum ag smpay seminggu sem 4 bermule... tp banyak giler assignment kne buat...

sampaykan xde mase untuk berehat.. ( hiperbola) hehe..

nie baru permulaan a.k.a mukadimahnye..

pas nie komp0m2 manyak ag yg akn nyusul..

s0 kepada kengkawan sume... 

gudluck ea... 

lets d0 & be da best!!!!

bile keserabutan melanda..

t0o my dear NURUL IZZATI AHMAD ..

gudluck t0o u dear..

0nly g0d noes h0w much i miss u ..

really wanna have a pill0w talk wit u like we used t0o be th0se days..

sharing all 0ur sweet, happie and sad mem0ries t0gether..

i wanna meet u gurl!!!

huhu T_T..

sangat merinduimu taty!!!

..............................l0ve addict!!!!...............................

ak p0wn pelik nape ak sgt addicted ngan chenta dye!!!!

l0ve ape jea tentang dye..

since 4 years ago lak tue..

da gile ke ape??

yea k0wt..

gile kan kamu .. h0hoho..

dan saye xkan berdiam diri..

saya juge akan membuat kamu addicted ngan kaseh saye...

terbaik!!!

my0ne&0nlypanda!!!!!!

hihi..

im back!!!!

tetiber jea.. haha..

hurm.. da lme asenye xupdate buku saia nie.. 

skunk bru berkesempatan menulis a. k. a menaip bl0g.. dush!!!

al maklum la.. bizie sket ble da stat cluz nie... ~ bajet~

ape2 p0wn.. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

h0pe ta0n 2011 nie penuh dengan kegembiraan dan kejayaan untuk u'ols..

chentaku ::

0n 31 dis 2010 at 11:59..

i received a pray dat really cheers me fr0m my bel0ved hart..

s0 i really h0pe dat dis 2011 will bring us happiness & cheers us t0gether & make 0ur l0ve str0nger..

amin..

::saianurulnadiabintim0hamadnurimahumembuatpengakuan::

:::bahawasaiaamatmencintaidanmerinduiseseorangyangdiberinamashafiqm0hdyus0f::

shafiqmohdyus0ftelahdidendaberadadisisisaia..

keranatelahmencurihatidankasehsaiasejakhampir4tahunyanglalu!!

jadisaianurulnadianuriakanmemberiyangterbaekkeranadiaadalahyangterbaekuntuksaia..

*wink*

im c0unting every single sec0nds f0r da tyme t0o meet him..

really miss him damn much!!! T_T

abesh kesah chenta..

h0w b0ut akademik lak???

0key.... setakat nie Alhamdulillah.. sumenye berjalan lancar ..

walaup0wn agax2 blurrr~~ haha..

cume "kadang2" xnyempat nak bukak beg p0wn

k0s terkejar2 untuk pr0gram 0rientasi..

~ alasan~

haha..

At10sen!!!!! 

i have a new r0omate!!!!!

dye dikenali sebagai El janna... 

besh la dapat satu blek ngan dye.. sekepala & sekaki.. haha.. ( kes gelang kaki da!! )

tp nmpaknye dlm bab tue dye da mendahului.. kring3!!!

agaga..

nway... welc0me t0o my w0rld el janna.. h0h0h0..

h0pe kite happie2..

jgn lupe ngaj0r comunity!!! ngee

ahaaaahhhh!!!!

ari tue tyme jenjalan ngan jana di l0wyat.. 

takdir telah menemukan aku dgn camera k0dak yg simple but nice..

and she'll be mine s0on!! haha..

azam ta0n baru.. agaga..

teeetttttt!!!!!!

alalaaaa.. T_T

mase da abesh la.. g0tta go noe..

i'll be back nulis ag ble keadaan mengizinkan.. ~ haha.. xbley bla ayat..~

almaklumla.. lappy kesayangan da k0ma dan cam da xde harapan ma0 hidup!!!!

juz harapkan berlaku keajaiban jea...

huhu..

h0pe dye akan kembali pulih ata0..

menerima bantuan dr pihak laen muncul a.k.a lappy ibu.. 

haha bley x camtue..

bley la an... 

tyme keje nnt... tibalah mase untuk membalas semula sgala jasa mereka!!! s00 cant wait..

yeay!!!!

::: adi0s :::